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Chapter 4 ***
A
few weeks went by, and Robert was healing as expected, getting close
to the point where the casts could be removed. Brad had continued to
work cheerfully to help Robert in every way possible, and was
relieved when Roberts’ friend Charles had come to visit. He could
hear the two men talking and laughing in the bedroom, and it truly
lifted some of the burden from his shoulders. He had taken the
opportunity to walk the trails outside, make sure everything was in
order, getting some fresh air and peace for himself, then come back
into the house to check his e-mails.
There was a message from his
boss, asking how things were, wishing Robert a speedy recovery, with
other messages from his co-workers saying that all the presentations
he had done before leaving had panned out, and that the workload was
crazy, which made him worry about his work situation. Messages from
his friends were also filled with best wishes, and a desire to be
able to go out again, and news of dates and boyfriends and fun; yet
their attempts at light conversation only served to remind him of how
mundane his own life seemed to feel right now. He told himself over
and over that things were OK, but didn’t seem to believe it. With
a sigh, he sank his head into his hands and just breathed deeply,
frustration and sadness and uncertainty warring within him. As a
single tear escaped his eye, he told himself that he wouldn’t cry,
he couldn’t cry.
Taking
leave of Robert, Charles quietly came up behind Bradley in the
kitchen. He placed his hands on his shoulders and gently started to
massage. At first Brad relaxed a bit, then realizing who it was
pushed a bit backwards and jumped to his feet, taking a couple steps
away.
“Charles,
uh, nice to see you. I hope you and Robert had a nice visit.”
Charles
took a step towards Brad, and in a low voice said “Yes, we had a
very nice chat. Hard to see him laid up like that. It’s obvious
he’s in no shape to take care of you, satisfy you. He isn’t man
enough for you anymore.” Charles was a big man, at least as tall as
Robert, though his shoulders weren’t quite as wide. He had dirty
blonde hair, cropped short, and a matching beard, with piercing blue
eyes. He took another pace forward, and put his hands on Brad’s
arms. “I’d be happy to step up and take care of you. Either a
quick fuck or a long one, whatever you need. It’s the least I can
do.”
Visions
of his near rape flashed through his head, and Brad was motionless
for a moment, stunned to disbelief. But that is quickly overridden
as he became enraged at the slur to Robert, the thought that he isn’t
man enough anymore. “Robert is more man than you’ll ever be.
Get your hands off me!” he snarled at Charles. He took the half
smile that formed on Charles’ face as a smirk, and really let him
have it, his voice rising in volume. He shrugged Charles’ hands
off his arms and poked his finger into his chest. “What kind of
friend are you to behave like this? I trusted you, Robert did, too; and
this is how you act? I’m not some cheap slut, and Robert isn’t
an invalid. You’ll see,” Brad shouted.
THUMP.
Both men heard a loud sound from the bedroom. “What the hell is
going on out there!” Robert bellowed as he stumbled into the
kitchen, his face red. “You get away from Bradley, Charles, or
I’ll…”
“Robert,
calm down, it’s OK,” Brad said, rushing over to his side, worrying
that he had hurt himself getting out of bed in a rush, or that the
stress would set him back in some way. “We just had a little
misunderstanding, that’s all, and I overreacted. Nothing to get
you upset over.”
Robert
glared over towards Charles, who held his hands up. “Yes, Robert,
nothing happened, there’s nothing to worry about. I was just
leaving, I’ll see you soon.”
With
that, Charles quickly left the house through the kitchen door.
“Bradley,
it sounded like you were upset. I want to know what is up. This isn’t
nothing.”
“Robert,
it’s nothing for you to worry about. Just a simple
misunderstanding. You shouldn’t have had to get out of bed like
that, you could have hurt yourself. How about you sit down and I’ll
get you some lemonade.”
“Are
you sure? You aren’t hiding anything from me?”
“Sssshhhh,
Robert, it’s all OK. Sit down. Do you want a snack with the
lemonade?”
“How
about a beer and pretzels?” Robert says, still certain that there
is more that he’s not being told.
“Now,
Robert, with those casts on, you can’t hold a beer, and you won’t
like it with a straw …” Brad saw Roberts’ face fall at the
mention of the casts and his limitations, and kicked himself inside
for reminding him of it. “How about we share a beer and I can help
you with it?” he offered.
“No,
no, I don’t want to be a bother, I should just go back to bed.”
“It
isn’t a bother, it would be really nice. Sit down. Please,”
Brad said, pulling out one of the stools near the island.
Robert
hesitated, and then plopped down on the stool with a loud sigh, and
Brad grabbed a microbrew that they both enjoyed from the fridge, and
filled a bowl with pretzels. Standing in front of Robert, he held
the bottle to his lips for the first swig, letting Robert have a nice
long pull, then drank himself, the cold beer tasting good, the
knowledge that Robert’s lips were so recently on the same bottle
feeling even nicer. He reached down for a pretzel and carefully put it
up to Robert's mouth. Seeing the smile on Bradley’s face,
realizing that it was genuine, Robert relaxed, and in a moment of
silliness, lunged for the pretzel with a loud “nom”, catching it
with his teeth as his lips brush Bradley’s fingertips. Brad
giggled, relaxing himself, happy to see Robert break out of his
distant mood. It had been a long while since they had done something
so simple together as sit in the kitchen and share a snack, made more
intimate by the fact that Brad was hand feeding the pretzels and
helping with the beer but in a fun fashion rather than one simply of
need.
As Brad helped Robert with the last swig of beer, having to
tip the bottle high, he noticed a small layer of foam on Roberts’
upper lip. He leaned in without thinking and licked it off, then
kissed Robert gently. Their eyes met, and as Robert instinctively
tried to wrap his arms around his partner, reality yet again sank in
for both. Almost shyly, they broke apart again, and Brad bustled
about, putting the beer bottle in recycling and the pretzel bowl in
the dishwasher. Yet instead of going their separate ways, Robert
stayed on the stool as Bradley began to prepare dinner, and they
spoke of inconsequential things from the news for a bit. All too
soon, however, the lack of support of the stool made Robert
uncomfortable, and he moved back to the hospital bed.
Later
that evening, once Robert had settled in for the night, Brad’s cell
phone began to vibrate. He looked; it is a number that he didn’t
recognize.
“Hello,
this is Brad.”
“Don't hang up! Bradley,
this is Charles. Please don’t hang up.”
“What?
Why shouldn’t I? How dare you call me? How did you get my number?”
“Robert
gave me your number, just in case something happened. I want to
explain about today, please listen.”
“I
don’t know why I should. If this is another come on …”
“Bradley,
listen. I want to help.”
“You
said that this afternoon.”
“Don’t
be offended, but you really aren’t my type.”
“It
sure didn’t feel that way! And if you were really doing us a
“favor”, then what does type matter? How about that?”
“Seriously,
Bradley, I’m straight. You aren’t my type.”
“What?
Why?”
“Look,
Bradley, just let me explain. I’ve been worried about Robert.
Even when he was wounded in the Middle East, he didn’t sink into a
funk like this. I had to know what was going on, if it was physical
or mental. This afternoon was all a setup, to see how you would both
react, because I’m afraid that Robert is losing the will to fight
and get better. I didn’t know what else to do. But seeing the
love and drive in you, seeing Robert’s passion re-ignite, I know now it
isn’t hopeless.”
“I
could have told you that.”
“Could
you have? You seem pretty dejected yourself when you aren’t
putting on a show for Robert.”
“A
show?”
“Yes,
a show. I see how much effort you put into being totally positive
for him. Even over simple things. No one can be that cheerful all
the time.”
“Things
aren’t that simple.”
“I
think they are. Look, you’re pampering Robert too much, and it’s
wearing you both down. He needs to feel like a man, to learn to take
care of himself again. That isn’t something you can do for him.”
“Well,
he can’t, and I don’t mind at all, he deserves to be pampered.”
“Bradley,
I think he can start to do more for himself, and he has to if he is
going to get back to being the man he was. I was a drill sergeant
back in the day, and I know all about “tough love”, and what it
takes to build a man’s confidence, to believe in himself. That is
central to who Robert is.”
“But,
I need to help him, it is my fault …”
“No,
he told me you felt that way, and that you’re wrong. You need to
move on from that, and focus on how to make the future better.”
“I
see some of that, but, I don’t know.”
The
two ended up talking for a quite a while, Charles finally convincing
the reluctant Brad that this was best for Robert, that he must work
for himself to get better, put the effort in, with Brad for support
only when truly needed at this stage.
**********
At
first, it was all little things – not rushing to Robert’s side,
not getting him exactly what he wanted when he wanted it. Robert’s
loud complaints could be heard throughout the house and made it much
more difficult, as he still felt the need to help; but he had
promised Charles that he would give it at least four or five days to see what
happened, unless there was an unforeseen medical need.
Two
things happened on the fourth day to truly convince Brad that he was
on the right path forward. First, he noticed that instead of
bellowing and badgering and complaining, Robert was exhibiting much
more civil behavior. He remembered to ask instead of demand, to
thank Brad for efforts made and do so sincerely, to praise what was
done rather than complain if it wasn’t exactly as expected. This
in turn caused Brad’s own behavior and attitude to change, actually
being happy to do things instead of the enforced cheerfulness he had
been exhibiting. He began to feel a renewed confidence in himself,
and realized the Charles had actually seen things more clearly than
he would have thought possible.
The
second issue was another message from Logan, letting him know that
the additional workload had gotten to the point where they could no
longer handle it with the staff on hand, especially given the tight
deadlines expected. He had looked at temp agencies, and found
nothing that matched their needs.
Brad thought long and hard about it, and determined that no
matter what happened, he wasn’t ready yet to leave Robert home
alone all day every day. But his job and career were important as
well, he was not just a satellite orbiting around Robert’s needs.
He decided to offer Logan a counter proposal, and decided that if it
wasn’t accepted, he would resign in order to have that weight off
his shoulders. Robert had told him often enough that his military
pension and the income from his business were more than enough to
support them, though he had never pressured him to stop working.
Once when it was mentioned, Robert had simply told him that he needed
to do what made him happy, that he was a partner, not a pet. Right
now, he couldn’t be happy being at work all day while Robert was
home alone in casts.
Channeling
what he called his “inner Robert”, he mustered his courage and
called Logan, explaining his proposal. While he was out of his
normal comfort zone being rather aggressive on the issue, he knew it
was the only way he would get what he needed.
“Look,
Brad, what you are saying makes perfect sense, it is just different
than how we’ve always done things. For you to stay behind the
scenes and do the grunt work while others work directly with the
clients and get the credit, I don’t know if that is the best thing
for your career.”
“Logan,
I appreciate you looking out for me. You know I can do all the
background work, and prep everyone on how to deal with the clients on
those issues via phone. I can certainly run to the office and get
hard copies when needed, though with scanners, there really isn’t
much I can’t handle from home.”
“I
know you can, but how do I explain that to everyone else? Corporate
has a policy about telecommuting.”
“I
know. You can present it as a temporary solution to get us over the current
hurdle. You know that there is no one else you can get up to speed
fast enough. I’m willing to work with you if you are willing to
work with me.”
“Brad,
I agree with you. Hold on while I talk to HR.”
Brad
listened to the on hold elevator music for a bit, feeling much more
relaxed that he had expected. Eventually, after a long pause, Logan
came back on the line.
“Brad,
HR says no, that it would be an abuse of policy. I argued as best I
could. I’m sorry.”
“No,
Logan, I am sorry. I quit. Guess there is no point in two weeks
notice even.”
“Brad,
please, we do need you. There has to be some way to work this out.”
“How
about this, Logan. I quit, that is said and done. But, you could
hire me on as a consultant for now. It’ll cost you more per hour,
as I’ll need to pay insurance for myself, but you won’t have to
pay benefits. It’ll be just like a temp service.”
“What
temp agency will you be at? Have you been thinking of this for
long?”
“No,
I really haven’t, I always hoped to come back. But, there is no
reason I can’t work as a consultant under Robert’s company. I
can get you all the liability and insurance paperwork via fax within
an hour, and his non-disclosure agreement is far more aggressive than
ours, so the lawyers should have no problem. What do you think?”
“We’d
need to set it up as a new vendor, so that we could pay, and you know
we don’t do anything other than net 60 terms, can you live with
that?”
“I
was willing to live without a job, I think I can manage.”
“Otherwise,
I can try to force a retainer through.”
“Thanks,
Logan, but you are sticking your neck out enough, I’ll deal with
the net 60 day terms.”
“Get
me the papers as soon as you can then, we need you right away.”
“Will
do, and thank you.”
“No,
thank you Brad. You’ve pulled my ass out of the fire work-wise with
this, and my conscience out of the fire as well. I still think it is
ridiculous how you’ve been treated.”
After
a few more pleasantries, they hung up. Brad quickly checked on
Robert, who was napping (and constantly complained about how the
medicines made him drowsy enough to do so), then called both the
attorney and the accountant for Robert’s company and got all the
required paperwork started. It turned out that no new vendor
paperwork would be needed, as Robert's company already provided several
forms of security for a subsidiary of the marketing firm. It also so
happened that, without Brad knowing it, Robert had made him a full
partner in the company some time back, and he could execute all the
documents himself. The lawyer laughed when he explained it, saying
Robert was determined to do it that way, and that nothing would stop
him once he set on a course. Amazingly, when all was said and done,
Brad discovered that he could start work again within the next couple
of days.
With
the weight of the work dilemma off his shoulders, and Robert’s
improved attitude, Brad set forth with a vengeance with Charles’
plan. Immediately he determined that Robert would no longer eat in
bed, instead he would get up and eat at the table, even if he still
had to be fed. He brought Robert’s laptop into the bedroom and had
him become involved with work again, using voice recognition and
command software, which while not perfect enough to do detailed
tasks, did allow him to do emails, participate in phone calls, run
reports, and more. Once both were working, it seemed that when they
talked, they had so much more to talk about, even if it wasn’t
work. This included the new work arrangements for Brad.
“Robert,
before you get to deep back into work, you should know a few things.”
“Sure,
shoot Bradley.”
“First,
I know about how you set me up as a partner. You could have said
something.”
“Well,
I didn’t want you to think you had to do anything. I didn’t do
it to rope you in or anything.”
“I
know that, but I would have helped anyway I could, especially while
you’ve been recovering.”
“You
have your own career, your own desires. I didn’t intend to force
fit you into mine. I just wanted to be sure the company was in the
family, no matter what. Because you are my family. I shouldn’t
have kept it from you, I know we should have talked about it, but I
didn’t want to impose.”
Brad
hugged Robert, and kissed him. “Of course we’re a family, but it
sure sounds nice hearing it out loud.”
“Forgiven?”
“Of
course you are. I get why you did it, and it was sweet in your
special bullheaded way” Brad said with a wink. “So, another
thing, and why don’t you forgive me right away.”
“Forgive
you? For what? Of course I will, but what?”
“Well,
I am active in the company now, in a way. I sort of had to set up a
consulting operation within it, as I’ve used up my leave at work.
That way, I can still be here, yet do the parts of my job I really am
good at. I hope you don’t mind. I’ve already set the paperwork
up, that is how I am working at home now. It doesn’t have to be
forever, I don’t know how long it will work out.”
Instead
of the explosion Brad thought might have happened, or the patient
sigh, instead he saw a glistening in the corner of Robert’s eye,
and a big smile on his face. “Bradley, I can’t tell you how happy
this makes me. Not just the staying home part, but the fact that you
could work it all out like that. Of course it’ll be fine, and as
long term as you want it, it isn’t like my clients couldn’t use
help in that area now and then, or as if I couldn’t use the help if
I want OUR Company to grow.”
With
that, Brad carefully laid down on the hospital bed beside Robert, his
head on Robert’s chest, and the men cuddled for a while, talking
softly of plans for the future.
**********
Not
all was sunshine and light however. Robert had become used to using
a bedpan to piss most of the time, as some of his earlier medications
had acted as diuretics, and getting him in and out of bed quickly and
frequently had gotten old fast. So he’d yell for Bradley to fetch
it for him, and expect him to wait until he was finished and then
dump and rinse it. While Brad understood the need, it had become a
task he found hard to be cheerful over.
“Bradley!
I need to take a leak. Bring the bedpan over, would ya cub?”
“Coming,
coming.”
“Shake
a leg, I gotta take it now!”
“Maybe
you should have asked sooner then” mumbled Brad from the bathroom
where he was fetching the bedpan, after getting up from his laptop in
the middle of a set of graphic re-renderings.
“What?”
“Nothing,
nothing, be right there.”
Brad
helped Robert roll to his side, moving the sheets, and positioned
everything properly. As Robert let his flow start and sighed, Brad
spoke up. “I need make sure nothing times out during this
re-rendering, or the last hours’ work is lost. I’ll be right
back.” Without waiting for a response, he left the room and
commenced typing on the laptop.
At
first, Robert was a bit miffed but thought nothing of it. He
finished his business, and waited. After a minute or so, he called
out “Bradley, I’m done” only to get a distracted “Uh huh”
as a reply.
He
continued to wait, holding still as he didn’t want to cause the
bedpan to spill. He couldn’t even shift himself away at this point.
“As
if it isn’t embarrassing enough needing a bedpan, but now this
too?”
he grumbled to himself.
“Bradley,
I’m done. The bedpan needs to be emptied”
“Uh
huh” tap tap tap click was all he heard.
After
waiting another minute or two, he felt ready to explode, then thought
better of it. “Bradley, could you please help me? I’d clear out
the bedpan myself, but I’d spill it.”
“15
seconds more and I’ll be there, sorry about the delay” though
Brad wasn’t particularly sorry. He finished processing what he
needed in order to save, and walked over to Robert. “Wow, you did
really have to go. Let’s get rid of that.” He carefully slid
the bedpan away and lifted it, walking it careful to the bathroom,
emptying it in the toilet and flushing. He rinsed the bedpan with
warm water in the tub, then sprayed it with disinfectant and let it
sit while he got a warm washcloth ready and went to gently wipe
Robert off, carefully cleaning his cock then his balls with the other
end of the cloth, causing Robert to spread his legs and sigh.
Brad
put the washcloth aside, and without being asked, just sensing the
need, feeling it himself, he lowered his mouth over Robert’s rising
cock, taking it all into his mouth before it was fully hard. He
sucked it then pulled back, letting his lips slide up over the shaft,
running his tongue in circles around the head.
“Oh
Bradley, that feels so good” moaned Robert.
“Tastes
good, too.”
Brad
ran his tongue up and down the sides of Robert’s shaft, then
started licking his balls. He’d run his tongue back up the
underside of the shaft, flick it across the glans and slit, then back
down where he’d either lick the sack or gently take a ball into his
mouth and give it a tongue bath. Soon Robert’s cock was covered in
a mix of Brad’s saliva and his own pre-cum. Brad continued to suck
Robert’s balls, and wrapped his right hand around the hard, wet
penis, stroking it slowly yet firmly. Robert’s eyes closed, his
breathing became heavier, and his hips started to move.
“Oh,
no, not so fast, stud,” Brad whispered softly, running his tongue
around his fist and up Robert’s belly, squeezing his hand tightly
closed to prevent movement. He licked his way up the furry stomach,
running it over the now healed scars, feeling the shortened fur where
it had been shaved. He licked the beads of sweat forming under
Robert’s pectorals, slowly, enjoying the salty taste, then went for
the left nipple, flicking his tongue across it at the same time he
flicked his thumb along the underside of Robert’s cock head. He
held his finger still every time Robert started to buck, and started
going from one nipple to the other, keeping Robert poised for almost
20 minutes before moving up and shoving his tongue into Robert’s
mouth, past parted lips, and renewing his stroking. As Robert
passionately kissed him, pushing his own tongue into Bradley’s
mouth, Brad stroked him faster and harder, until Robert’s back
arched. Brad held tight for another moment, the released Robert’s
cock, and cum spurted up, glazing the fur on Robert’s chest and the
sleeves and side of Brad’s shirt. The kissing became gentler,
loving, but the awkward bend of standing beside the hospital bed and
leaning in left Brad ready to straighten out.
“I
love you, Robert” he said softly as he stood.
“I
love you, Bradley” Robert replied, not softly in the least.
Brad
smiled as he retrieved the washcloth and got it wet with warm water
again. He again cleaned Roberts’ cock and balls with the
washcloth, and the ropes of drying cum from his stomach and chest.
“Your
shirt needs to get cleaned off too, Cub” said Robert.
“I
guess someone needed some release” Brad smiled, taking off his
shirt and quickly rinsing it in the tub, at the same time rinsing out
the bedpan and setting it to dry.
He
walked back to Robert, shirtless, and leaned down to kiss him again.
As he rose back up, Robert crunched his stomach muscles, following
below him, and licked Brad’s right nipple, which quickly hardened.
“Seems
like something else needs some attention. Lean over here a minute,
Cub.”
Brad
leaned over, with Robert telling him to move a bit higher, a bit
left, and Brad gripped both railings of the hospital bed, his chest
over his lover, who soon engulfed his right nipple with his mouth,
licking and sucking it, nibbling it. He turned his head and treated
the left to the same. As Robert alternated between teasing Brad’s
nipples and getting rough with them, Brad’s cock grew harder,
poking into the side of the bed, and as he arched up, into the side
of Robert’s leg.
“Pull
that cub cock outta those pants, Bradley.”
“Robert
…”
“Do
it. C’mon, do it. Now.”
Releasing
the closer railing, Brad unzipped his jeans and released his cock,
feeling how wet his underwear was from how aroused sucking Robert had
made him. It slapped down on Robert’s leg, leaving a trail of
pre-cum.
“Yeah,
Cub, you jerked daddy’s cock, now jerk yours, that’s it, do it”
Robert growled, teasing Brad’s nipples more.
Brad
slowly started to tease his own cock, sliding his hand up and down
the shaft, rubbing the pre-cum across the shaft with each stroke.
Robert matched the timing of his tongue and mouth on Brad’s nipples
with Brad’s strokes, and started to get more vigorous as Brad
jerked harder, then easing off as Brad slowed down. The pleasure in
two separate erogenous zones became incredibly intense for Brad, linking to his entire being. All too soon, Brad’s arm on
the rail began to tremble slightly, and Robert knew it was now or
never. He moved his leg over, under Brad’s cock, pressing
carefully against Brad’s balls, and rubbed it back and forth. Then
he bit down on Brad’s left nipple, not hard enough to break skin,
but enough for pain to become pleasure, and release inevitable, and
Brad’s cock throbbed, then erupted. Cum flew forth, coating
Robert’s leg, cock, and belly, as Brad called out his name.
Panting
hard, Brad released the railing as Robert released his nipple, and
leaned in to rest against Robert’s chest, panting.
“Looks
like we both needed some release Bradley. Sorry to make you do most
of the work.”
“Work?
That was all pleasure, Robert, thank you,” Brad said, raising his
lips to Robert.
Soon
enough, Brad went to get the washcloth a third time, and clean
everything off, shucking his now damp pants as well. “Guess we’ll
both be naked for a while today.”
“Now,
having you naked for the day, that makes waiting on the bedpan
completely worthwhile!”
Both
men laughed, relaxed and sated for the time being.
Things
were not always so amusing when Brad was slow with the bedpan. Very
quickly, Robert realized that he didn’t need to be fully dependent
on it, that he could now get himself out of bed with an effort and
get himself to the bathroom. Yes, he had to sit to piss. Yes, he
still needed Brad’s help to wipe. But it was far better to ask for
that than constantly bellow for the bedpan and expect it. He became
more and more assured of his own recovery, and put more effort into
speeding it up again.
Mmmmm....the mild acrobatics involved in this chapter sound like fun! (As long as both parties are ready,able,and willing,anyway.....!) Lick/nibble/slurp!
ReplyDeleteLOL - as long as we remember that bears are not always the most graceful (built for comfort, not for speed) and enjoy /appreciate exactly what works for both / all parties
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